self express with a kick

Its a bencao kick cartoon

Simple, little effort, quick drawings can be more just as appreciated.

Capoeira drawings: I have done quite a few capoeira drawings, but will not post them on here any time soon. 

Self, upset emotions

Important sketches: No matter state of mind, emotions, even if frowned on. I find it important to put out on paper. As a way to either use for future projects, or just to move aside to get to more creative things that maybe blocked from this. A way for me to work through things. I find since moving here, its been a little rough.

Image 1: No explanation needed.

prisma color pen ink & sketchbook

Image 2: Bring forth emotions.

pen & sketchbook

Image 3: UUUUUUG

Tourette Syndrome

ticcing is normal

prisma color pen ink & color pencils

prisma color pen ink and sketchbook

Just let it out! with or without color. 

a few minor tics. Just letting the mind & body do its things, and it all works its self out. I was in repetition mode, originally I drew this to be really long, so many of me just being like that. I have no idea why. I occasionally run into this. I maybe will one day finish it. its like a mini frame by frame person of just settle changes.

Why the drawing? I have no idea why I did this and thought to do it. I do lots of self portrait type drawings, when artist is stuck on ideas, usually drawing self as subject is easiest, and then to figure what emotion or mind setting to make with colors, lines, gesters, etc. and only knowing ourselves is best place to start before drawing another person. So I do have lots of self drawings and lots of emotion expressed through them, since that is my biggest issue in life. This maybe my way of dealing and working through them as I process them. 

future plan:
To draw similar figure and movements and express more the tension build up during tics there is more to it around that. And I also have plans on including or having some way to also express my other stuff that interfere with my life. and doing so, help me to get through and find my own solutions. That, or because I get stuck on ideas, self drawings is always the thing.

Sketch while in a dark space

Choice of material and subject when in a different place in my mind.

Pencils and paper:

Graphite pencils and a sketchbook are usually the easiest thing to do for brainstorming creative ideas

Personal note before drawing:

Before doing these drawings and during, I was in a dark space during month of January and February. During this phase, Lack of motivation to many things interrupts being productive. Continue to draw is a way to figure things, even the process of it, and observing changes.

1st image:

No need to explain.

graphite & sketchbook

2nd image:

Unfinished task.

graphite and sketchbook

Final note:

Thanks for reading. I just want to be accepted by others, included in with others, and have friends that care. I'm sure its something most of us want. But sometimes we fall into a dark space that it becomes easy to lose all of that and everyone. And rebuilding becomes a much harder task the 2nd & 3rd time.